Life Story - I Can't Wake Up

 I was fighting, fighting hard to move just one muscle. I couldn't. Someone or something didn't let me. I wished for the simplest move that could end everything because I was so deperate to move. The funny thing was I was asleep. I could see and feel my body sleeping. I couldn't understand what was happening but I knew I had to fight. And it looked like everything was normal. Even though for me it wasn't. I had my lights on I remember not turning them off when I went to sleep. That kept me a little calm. Suddenly the door opened. I was thinking about horrible things coming through the door. But it was just my mom. I was thinking "This will end right now. I have to move, say something shout outloud." but nothing ever moved nor any word came out of my mouth. My mom made the thing that made me panic. She came close to the light switch. She turned off the lights. Inside I was screaming, outside I was asleep. I was desperate to make a single move that could end my nightmare. My mom took long to close the door, which I thought would be the last thing I saw, that the monster thar constantly fought inside my head would come out and take me with them. But as soon as my mom closed the door, I could move. I jumped and inhaled really hard. It was 3 am. I woke up to darkness. But I woke up, so after that I got up and turned on the lights and didn't sleep.